I'm in a very tearful mood. I decided, "Hey, why not look at more Nuzlockes and procrastinate some more, and I found one that was beautiful. I was reading it and said to myself, "Wow..just wow O-O amazing" Then I started to cry uncontrollably, I just couldn't handle this. My drawings can not compare to the beauty of these. I became filled with rage, "Why are my drawings so terrible," then to jealousy, "If I had that gift, If I had that potential, if only..if only." Then back to despair, "why, why, why...if only...if only." The tears rushed down my face, and they wouldn't stop. I had snapped. I couldn't take it anymore. I yelled, I screamed, I